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It’s not easy to cry

exactly in front of you

to beg you to stay

to never leave me.

But how much I will cry

how much will I ask you,

it will never change your mind

because you are firm in leaving me.

I don’t care if I look pathetic

all I put in mind

all I know by heart is that,

I have loved this much.

As much as I want

I don’t want to let you go,

I don’t want you out of my life,

Coz, you’ve been part of if.

But what can I do

You have decided

so I set you free

Though it means to break my heart.

I just want you to know

You’ve been my life.

And wherever fate brings me…

I’ll always be loving you…

#this poem is for my ”mhine”

i wasn’t aware that he came only to love me for a while..
i was aiming to be with him forever
but he’s not willing to work it all out..
it hurts too much but all i can do is watch him go away..
and that’s the end of it..
there goes my forever.. there goes my life..
i know he’s gone but holding on to him
has became my way to keep me alive…

i cant imagine life without him, when in reality i have lived a wonderful life before i knew him..
this is my reality for now..
living in that bitter sweet truth that there is no part of him that i can call mine..

#iloveyoumhne